I am

Am

I am happy. I have everything I want and need it may not be much

And it may not be what you think it should be.

I know what makes me happy.

What are you? Are you happy? Do you know?

You say I am missing something. Something is not right. You are the

Only one who thinks that. I am not what you think I should be.

I am…happy.

You are not happy, you are miserable. I can see it and you can see it, but you cannot accept you.

Instead of making yourself happy, you judge and blame others. Is it working? Are you happy?

Maybe you should judge and blame yourself. You are trying to trick yourself into thinking you are right and others are wrong.

You think no one can really be that happy. I must be fake; I can’t be happy. Why can’t we be happy? Because you are not happy? I guess misery loves company.

Judge, blame, judge blame.

You make others feel so badly…why? Does it make you feel good? Does it make you happy even for a moment?

Why you not see that everyone around you can’t be wrong?

Stop trying to hide in your anger. Stop trying to blame your past. Your anger is useless you are not mad at me. You are mad at you. That is not my fault. Stop.

I am hurt and sad. Are you happy now? I am not happy. I want to cry. I know you are wrong! But I want to cry.

You are wrong. You need to look at you not us. You don’t care that we cry. You don’t understand why you have no friends. We are all crying, but we all feel like it is our fault. Because of you.

Are you happy? I am strong. I am hurt. I wish I never met you. You made me cry and never said you’re sorry. I am done crying. I don’t care.

I don’t wish I never met you. I wish you were different. I see who you are in moments of happiness. That is why I am here, still.

I am happy?